Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Short Story: Phone Numbers and Addresses


I have had the same phone number for eight years now.  I got it back when I got my first cell phone.  For the first month or so after I got it, I would receive a call every afternoon from a number I did not recognize. 
I would answer it, and an old woman would quaver, “Amy?”
“This isn’t Amy,” I would say politely.  “I’m sorry, you have the wrong number.”
Mumbling an apology, the old woman would usually just hang up.  I wondered if she was senile, if she’d had a stroke, if she was medicated—or maybe she was just drunk.  Her speech was always very slurred, even at three in the afternoon.  Perhaps she was hard of hearing as well, because sometimes when I would tell her she had the wrong number, she would again inquire, “Amy?”
“Ma’am, you have the wrong number.”
“Amy?  When you comin’ over?”
“This isn’t Amy.”
“Can you go by the store?  Where’s Joe?”
“I don’t know who Joe is.”
There would be a pause.  “Is this Amy?”
“No.”
“Oh.”
Every day for about four weeks.  Maybe more.  Then the calls tapered off.  Then they stopped altogether.  Years went by and I more or less forgot about the old woman who somewhere, somehow, had my number.  Perhaps she had it written down.  I pictured one of those old-fashioned books that my mother and grandmothers used to use, back when men carried little black books, a record of their conquests.  For the longest time, my grandmother had one with a crimson, faux-leather cover, embossed in gold with the words, Address Book.  She kept it right next to her black rotary phone, heavy enough to cave a person’s skull in, sitting on top copies of both the white and yellow pages.  My mother had one, too, a cheery, canary-colored binder.  The day after every Christmas, she would hand it to me when I sat down to write thank-you letters so I could look up the addresses of prodigal relatives: a great-aunt in Florida, an uncle in Louisiana, another aunt who lived in Lake Lotawana.  That book predated me by a number of years.  Deceased relatives were crossed out, as were friends who'd fallen out of touch.  There were phone numbers still listed with archaic combinations of numbers and letters, all recorded in my left-handed mother's distinctive but lovely cursive.    
Or perhaps the old woman had simply retained the number somehow, a bit of cognitive flotsam clinging tenaciously to the chambers of her brain, Alzheimer's rendering it porous and brittle as a dry sponge.  Perhaps memories long-gone from her mind still lived in her fingers when she dialed the phone, along with the name etched on her lips, Amy.  Who is Amy? I wondered.  An estranged daughter, a granddaughter, a childhood friend?  Is Amy living or dead? 
These questions have crossed my mind more than a couple of times.  As the months and years have gone on, I began to wonder if the old woman, the woman who was looking for Amy, had passed away.
Then, two weeks ago, she called me again. 
I had forgotten the number, but somehow, I had the feeling when I answered it that it would be her, even though it was on a Friday evening and not her usual afternoon fugue-and-dial. 
“Amy?”
In a weird way, it was like hearing from an old friend.  “I’m sorry,” I told her almost affectionately.  “You have the wrong number.”
“Oh.”
Yesterday, she called and woke me at 8 a.m. 
“Amy?”
It was my turn to slur words.  “Wrong number,” I mumbled and hit the end button.
Almost immediately, she called back.
“Hello?” I responded patiently.
“Is this—?”  Slowly, she recited my phone number, pausing significantly between each digit. 
“Yes, it is.”
“But this isn’t Amy,” she said sadly.
“No,” I agreed tiredly.  “It’s not.”
“Okay.  Thank you.” 
I lay in bed for a moment, my phone resting on my chest.  Then I quickly Googled the woman’s phone number, half-expecting to see that it was the number for a nursing home.  I was surprised to see that it was a residence, in a neighborhood not so far from my own, and the woman who lived there was named Marjorie.
I dialed the number.
Marjorie answered, “Hello?”
“Hi,” I said.  “It’s Amy.”


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Thursday, February 14, 2013

A Love Letter

It doesn’t matter how much time has passed.   Every day, I look at you, and I can’t quite believe that you’re here.   That we’re here.

I know I can say to you, do you remember . . .?   And chances are, you’re already nodding.

I am always astonished to open the door and find you waiting for me.   I think it is nothing short of miraculous that I get to go to bed with you every night, that I get to fall asleep in your arms, that I can hold you as much as I want—which, incidentally, is never enough.   Then, in the morning, I can’t believe that I get to wake up to your smile.

Do you remember the ice storm, how we played cards by candlelight on the living room floor?   Going up to my grandmother’s house to take her batteries.   She didn’t need groceries because if there’s one good thing about an ice storm, it’s no lack of refrigeration.

I will never grow accustomed to the things you say, the funny and insightful things.  It’s not easy to make me laugh, but somehow you always manage, and the way you always make me think, because you wouldn't be satisfied with a less-than-creative answer.

Do you remember how you taught me how to drive?   I was afraid at first because I’d already borne witness to too much wreckage.   But at the same time, I scrap together all the good memories and wrap you up in them, because I want you to share my sunflowers and my saffron fields, the taste of olives straight off the branch, and an iridescent-bodied crab burying itself in the sands of Hunting Island.

And what about you and your wreckage?   I reversed the order a bit, bringing you back from the dead before the reassembly.   But it’s better this way: you get a say in the mosaic.   Still, I know your body better than I know my own, your double joints, the texture of your scalp.   You’ve bled and sweated and sneezed on me.   I know you remember walking on your hands that time while wearing a tux, that night in a Motel 6, and your first job interview in a second-hand suit.

Your scent nourishes me as much as the bread you knead for us.   I could live in it, and in you, and I do.

I love walking out the door with you in the morning, how every touch is shaped by perfect trust.   I want you to feel wanted and appreciated, because that’s how you make me feel.   In a world of such uncertainty, I can manage, because I know that I made one good decision.   In a lifetime of failures, I will always know that I succeeded at something.  

And that’s you.